Mom's Brave Time

The choice to stay at home has been harder on Mom (and in some ways, everyone) than expected. What a difference, in a world where so many pine away in nursing homes and hospitals. I don't begrudge or criticize those who do so, but Mom has chosen instead to be at home in this time, and it has been a long journey. People have been so willing to pitch in and give time, provender, money, or prayers to support us in this season. God has shown us how gentle his hands are, and how much he has to provide. But, what a sweet, hard time.

Mom died this afternoon at 4 or so, slipping gently across. Whatever the case may be, her body isn't broken any more. Her mind is whole, and she has been shot through with light. What a joy to know the resolution and finality of this journey.

Think back and remember what you know of her, if you had the joy of knowing her. We will be having a memorial service at the end of this week, and will post the details here soon. There will also be an obituary run in the Knoxville, Kingsport, and Johnson City newspapers. We look forward to sharing memories with you then, and laughing and crying some.

Know that the Father has blessed us. He has poured out love on us. He has given us what we need. He has given us more. He is more than good or excellent, and He knows us so.

Thank you, Father, for my Earthly Mother. What a gift she has been. I knew your love first because of her love. I knew your gentle hand because of her gentle hand. Take her to your table and let her rest and be filled.

She used to include the following on all of her letters to us, claiming the lines for her own. We'll never be able to read that children's book without thinking of her:

"I'll love you forever, I'll like you for always.
As long as I'm living, my baby you'll be."

What a wonder that others have felt her take them up in her heart as her own...what a wonder.